Sometimes when I’m feeling sad and lonely, I go on random long walks.
Birthday Post
Well, guess what? I’m officially 20. Didnt really thought much on this year’s birthday as I’m in a foreign land with only a handful of hi bye friends who doesnt even know when’s my birthday. Yup, I dont really post my D.O.B. on fb. There I was playing dota to celebrate this ‘joyous’ occasion while feeling abit emo as my friends have not started wishing me yet when suddenly tada, I got my first wish through skype. Belle had the honour to be the first to wish me this year followed by Yim, then Michelle through whatsapp, Wen Jye, Aron, and the list goes on. I have to admit that I felt happy that although I’ve been trying to keep a low profile, they remembered my birthday!! I love it to the max when someone actually remembers my birthday instead of relying on social network reminders. That alone is the best gift someone could give me and in return, I’ll try my very best to remember their birthdays too. Looking back at old pictures, I realise how awesome my birthdays have been throughout the recent years; especially in 2010 and 2011 where I got to share my birthday with Keith and got my face smeared with cream by crazy awesome friends. This year’s gonna be a lil sad without the usual gang around and I guess i’ll just have to make the best out of it :)
Sometimes I just feel lonely. I feel very anti social. Things have changed much since I got here. That inner fire in me to talk shit and make friends is gone. I find it hard to strike a conversation wits someone, let alone make friends. I’m starting to become an introvert, hiding myself in the room playing dota offline. I don even get to chat with hai yeah gamers online. I face the same four walls more than 16 hours everyday. I think I’m going insane! I got so bored I started cursing at ants in the morning and talked to possums at night. Why is this place so dead??
